Thursday, October 05, 2006
happy/sad?
should i be happy or sad? hmms. saw him in the morning. feeling happy felt like crying felt hurt and sad. wad a mix feeling i have. hais. i realli dunno wad to do alreadi. i just noe that i've to wait and wait. everyone say i'm silly. so just take it as there's a silly girl waiting for someone to be back? dots. someone say i'm stupid but i just wan to let eu noe if i'm stupid eu are much more stupid. eu also love ur boyfriend alot. i love someone alot cannot arh? hahas. she so funny. keep asking me. and that is manju. lalalas~ manju more stupid. lalalas~today had my english paper and cme paper. hais. he DIDN'T wish me luck. hais. totally not in the mood. i'm so hurt! deeply hurt! exam kinda hard but hopefully i'll pass. =)) when will eu ever ask me back and ask me to stay?! hais.
i'm in totally deep shit! got caught by the DM. same problem. shirt and skirt. tack in alreadi still not happy. skirt short? normal wad. rite? hahas. even if it short i'll change la. just stop calling me and catching me. i dun wan to play catching la. go and play catching with others la. haiyo! dun waste my time!
some more dunno how my friends play bball the. shoot also dunno how to shoot. shoot onto my head. make me cry and laugh together. stupid. the ball so hard. pain okies! hahas. after sch go parkway. hohos. she at the smoke. keep telling me not to smoke. yar yar. i won't. lols. if i smoke i'll get killed by alot of people. they can smoke and i can't. wah! so kind of eu guys arh. =))
some more today got a guy keep following us. SCARY! keep looking at us. omg! i didn't dare to go home alone. at there kept thinking of HIM and wish he was with me. but... hais. took taxi with AL to the bus stop then took 12 back home. =))
life without eu totally sucks.
nothing eu do can change my mind.
and time won't change my love for eu.
lotsOfLove.
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